So, i guess that is the end of the orientation. There ain't much that i have done but i think orientation is all about making friends right? Introduce yourself, listen to others introducing themselves and the silly ice-breaking. Well, kinda old-fashioned typed of routine, but we gotta get over it.
Well, not trying to be emotional or what, it's tougher than i thought. At least not easy as i did before. Perhaps i was just trying too hard to fit in the dominant. It's pretty scary being alone in your class. Lecturers are just great enough but those subjects are just turning me crazy, tougher than i expected but well it's just the beginning. I know i can cope with that, would take about some time.
Sockqi's death was the devastating one. We were pretty much close when we were in Form 2 or 3 and i was just startled by the tragedy. It's like losing a family member. I miss her as what others do. She is great, pretty, adorable and optimistic. She smiled a lot, and sometimes made others smile real bad. I know God needs her more than we do. Everything has it's season and maybe this is the time for her to have a better life.
What a long week......It's like taking a roller coaster.
Peaks and valleys. That's how thing always goes!
I will be fine and most importantly,
I will miss you!!!
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