I am truly going mad.
I promise i am not being pessimistic or sometimes i suspect i am born with it, but i just can't get any more gloomy than this.Well, i guess i need some treatment, mentally or psychologically.
I have got no idea of what is actually going on with me. Sometimes it strikes me once in a while.
It started a few weeks ago.I was trapped in this, again. In my own cycle. I started speculating upon what am i going to have, or so-called go through. Sad to say, i don't find it great. Well, all is just my imagination, especially the bad one.
I started worrying about my class, my coming social cycle, my homework, my assignments, my reports, my life, my future, my job.........
O gosh, and the living expenses, the tuition fees.......
Well the worst is. I am lost. I am not confident enough to strive in that.I don't think i am as adaptable as i think. It is going to be hard to survive in a strange and new environment.
Ok, i gotta stop mumbling.Grumbling will only make it worse.
I think i need a remedy. A remedy to boast up my confidence level.
